Yeaay

Okayyyy, lets move to the good news. Forget and put all the bad news away. So, the good news is my classmates and i are going to Karimun Jawa this week. Gonna have some good holiday there before final exams. But, we gotta talk about the trip tomorrow, talk about the prize, accommodation, transportation etc. Hopefully, we can go there this week without having any problem.

Huffftttt

That feeling when your parents didnt allow you to do something that you'd die for it. Yeah, when i said i would go to Ukraine for the project, at first they said yeah yeah whatever go prepare for it. So, ive been through of it. This and that. And then i took that bigger expectations what would i do there. Snowy, new cultures, new people, local food, new hot guys, new friends from all over the country, you named it. But then, all of the sudden when i suddenly said that my seniors arranged something that people in my major are able to go to Hongkong to visit some places a.k.a study tour. They (especially my lovely dad) suddenly said (the most statement that i didnt want to hear for my whole life) "Nia, you really should join that tour! And i was like OMG what i just said? So, i ignored it for like a week cause i thought that he was joking. Then, 2 days ago he suddenly said "how's hongkong? have you registered it yet ? how much is the price?" and i shockly said "are you serious? how about ukraine? i've been interviewed, if i cancel the project we will lose at least 2 million rupiah. And about hongkong it costs $780" Then my dad said "I prefer if you go to hongkong than ukraine. Is the lecturer will be also going to hongkong?" and then i said yes. So, the conclusion (which i wont write the whole conversation i had with my dad) here is he would not allow me to go to Ukraine which is nowhere, in catholic orthodox country, in the one of those uni soviet country all by myself. Kthxbye

please please please

So, i always keep praying for the project that i am going to take in Hungary in January-February will be mine. Please, i really want this project so much. But, my exchange participant's said that they havent send him an invitation letter yet. So, he gave me another option or another alternative country that i am going to go. He gave me Bulgaria which i prefer Hungary much. Not only because of the country, but also the project i am going to take. So, the project are.... I have to teach English in Secondary School and introduce Indonesian tourism and culture which its really matched with my major. So, i am really putting to much hope to AIESEC in Hungary and of course Allah SWT :)

:'(

Here comes a feeling when you thought you are being forgotten and ignored :'(

I miss you so much!

My parents is going to Mecca for Hajj. Finally, the time has come. After waited for 3 years. I know they were very excited about this. I prise Allah SWT for allowing my beloved parents to do Hajj this year. Yet i am really worry about them. I always pray that Allah SWT will always protect them, give them a very good health to do all the activies that they have to do there, and become a Haji yang Mabrur. Amin yarabbal alamin. Just as you know mom&dad, in my pray you are always mentioned. I love you so much. I really do. Its been 2 days since you were going to Mecca. And i do really miss you much. The house is just so silent without you here. I want to hear your voice, your shouting. I am extremely missing you. I just cant imagine how miss i am in the rest 38 days :( I am just hoping and praying That Allah SWT will always protect you(mom&dad) there, me, raka, oma, and afdal here.

You are the one that i really want

Sometimes, i even try to imagine what it would be like to see him again. Which is crazy. It's been so long i doubt i'd even recognize him now. I could probably walk past him in the street and not even know it was him. Oh, who am i kidding? I'd recognize him in an instant. Even in a crowd. And do you want to know something else? Deep down inside, i know if i saw him again, i would still feel exactly the same.

Dear Airlangga

One step closer to my dream :)

Hey! Today was such an amazing day. Started while i was waking up in the morning, then checked my Blackberry if there's any email, bbm or text. And i got an amazing feeling while reading an email that i waited for days. It was from AIESEC. 

It was really hard to be AIESEC's member. They were 3 steps to be the member, first step which i had told you before is application form. The second step is Focus Group Discussion and the last step is interview. The hardest step was interview. Because we had to tell our personality and the interviewer gave me a few cases that i had to solve it. But, after the hard work and tons of pray, finally i got accepted by AIESEC.
At first, i thought the recruitment would as easy as many UI's UKM did. But i was a total wrong. It was really strict. My new friend's in focus group discussion who studying at Sampoerna Business School and Tarumanegara University weren't accepted. So sad, because we fought together! Huhuhu. But dont give up friends, keep trying :)
One thing that i realized today and i will never do this all over again is..... I will never ever had my mom beside me while i am driving a car. Such a huge disaster, but when i am expert in driving, sure do i will very happy to have you as the passenger in my car, mom :)
And at the afternoon. I met my high school friends(Jodi and Puni) at Starbucks UI. We had a nice chit chat for like 2,5 hours and finished at 12.30 because jodi had a lecture at 1 till 2 pm. So we decided to watch Abduction at Detos after jodi finished the lecture. And while waiting for jodi, puni and me decided to have lunch at Kantin Teknik. Then we went there with an excited feeling. Hoping there's some cute guy flirted us hahahaha. When we got there, all we saw was many people who was busy with their own thing, like in a group discussing something. They looked so serious. After eating thingy we went to FIB's musholla. Then after that we went straight to Detos. And watched Abduction. Taylor Lautner was extremely hot there OMG. Then thats all my activities today :)

Good things come to those who wait :)

Hello again*british accent*
Just wanna share whats on my mind and going on recently. My classmate is in the same class with her first crush. It was unexpected moment in her life. Meeting, talking, or whatsoever with him after 5 years apart. Btw, dia satu smp. And still had the same feeling in high school. Dan skrg ketemu lagi. Satu jurusan, satu kelas. What a coincidence. And it makes me daydreaming everyday if angga is in my real life. Like, real. Playing together, joking together, studying together. Ahhh life would be so perfect. But it wasnt for them. Not for me too please *finger crossed* So, the boy didnt feel the same as the girl really so damn in love with him. Like her love is limitless, countless. And it was so fucking hurts. Seeing the person you love everyday, how you try so hard to make him in love with you, but he is not. How you  handle the feeling. Emotions, happiness whenever he treated you. I really hope the happy ending for them and for me. One day. I will meet you, Angga. We will build our life together. Hopefully. I've been waiting for you for years, but i know you worth the wait.

prayfortania

Holla!!!! Howyapeople?!! stilldoingreat? Well, im having some pretty good news for ya. First, i joined Mahda Bahana a.k.a Marching band on my campus. Its one of those student activites. But the rehearsal was pretty tough though. I have MB's rehearsal every monday and wednesday at 4-9pm. Could you imagine how tiring it is? Yeah, its that tiring till i cant fell my legs. Btw, i am a colour guard on MB.

Pertamanya gw pengen main terompet. Tapi malah keterimanya di guard. Ah ya sudahlah, mudah-mudanan lengan gw kecilan. Think the positive side. Wish me luck di MB ya! Oh ya, the rumor i heard, MB is going to Thailand next year. Hopefully it will come true.

The Second is, alhamdulillah gw di terima sampe tahap 2 di AIESEC. And tomorrow is the interview day which is the 3rd step. Pray for me yaaa. The previous step was a bit hard. Because we (group discussion) had to argue about the latest issue of the world and had to decide what is the best way to solved that. But it was all fun. I do really had a great time. And a good thing is i met new friends from Sampoerna Business School and Tarumanegara University. Ahhhh my heart is extremely beating faster now. Hopefully i get plenty of luck tomorrow :)

Wallstreet thingy

Gila ya gw punya guru di wallstreet namanya Jason. Dia itu fucking banget. Ive been hating him since i had my first encounter class with him and up till my last breath. I dont get it whats on his mind. Everytime he asked people what their like or whatsoever, dia selalu ngejek. People have their rights for everything they like, you have to take care of people's feeling, jason. Kadang dia baik kadang mukanya kaya model kaleng kornet. Dan anehnya gw selalu sama dia kalo ada kelas. Kampret bgt emang. And my level of hatred is up to the highest level. He repeated my encounter class. Gila ya, gw udah nunggu dr jam 2 buat ikut encounter class jam 6. Cuman buat di repeat sama si fucking jason. Padahal pas encounter gw yakin bgt bakal continue. Yaaaa paling cuman bingung di relative clause. Dan kata dia emang di unit 30 byk yg repeat. Lah emang harus bgt ya repeat di unit 30? Kalo orgnya bisa gmn? Selama encounter dia selalu bilang good job! you are awesome! nice try! gw kira bakal continue, eh pas udah mau selesai dia ngomong:
Jason: "Tanya, you did a great job here. But there was a little mistake in relative clause. Its okay then, people in unit 30 always got trouble in there. You have a good speaking. You are so awesome. But if you want to be more awesome, you can try again encounter class unit 30"
Gw: "What do you mean jason? You said that im good right? Are you trying to be funny honey?" (Idung udah kembang kempis)
Fucking jason: Yeahhhh. YOU ARE AWESOME!!! But you could be more awesome if you try again. I suggest you to come to speaking center and meet (siapalah itu namanya) a man with a ponytail. Then you come back to me 3 or 4 days on encounter class. I dare 100% you could be better that this.
Gw: alright then, if thats what you want. (Dalem hati: Njiiinggggggg lo gatau berapa lama gw nunggu nih encounter class? 3 MINGGU TAU GA?! Belom lg nunggu kelas encounter lagi buat repeat. Fuck you very much)
Ngambil tas, pas gw mau buka pintu, jason ngomong. "Tanya!! You are AWESOME!" Gw cuman bisa jawab ha ha ha thanks. (dalem hati: YEAHHH I AM AWESOME BITCH, YOU ARE SUCH A PURE DICK)
Pas keluar kelas ehh si Tim lg teriak2 'Complementary Class for Upper Waystage'. Trus gw masuk, eh pas gw masuk ternyata kelasnya udah full.
Tim: What a shame, you are late. This class is already full. (Complementary class cuman bisa 8 org)
Gw (masih kesel sama jason): Key, dadah(ngapain coba gw ngomong dadah dimukanya Tim)
pas gw jalan keluar tim manggil lagi.
Tim: Did you book the complementary class?
Gw: No, i dont.
Tim: Mmmmm okay. This class belongs to young pretty lady. Trus dia ngomong gitu sama om2 yg lagi duduk Hey! Can you please give your chair to her. You can get another one there.
*Gw senyum2 malu*
Trus masing2 memperkenalkan diri. Pas dia memperkenalkan diri, gw kira dia tuh native teacher biasa. Eh ternyata he has 3 degrees. Udah S3 pas umur dia 25 booook. Dia tinggal di mampang. Dia nge design baju gedung taman. Pokoknya apa aja dia design. Trus pernah kerja di london dan gajinya 25 juta rupiah per minggu. Tapi sayangnya umurnya almost 50 and havent married yet. Trus setiap hari dia bolak balik jakarta bandung pake pesawat. Katanya cuman 25 menit, Coba masih muda, gw gebet deh.

Pas mau pulang dia ngomong we should keep in touch Tanya.
AHHH SEANDAINYA PAS ENCOUNTER CLASS GW SM DIA

Campus life

Hey as i promised on my previous blog, but i am kind of sleepy rite now. So many things i've done today. Woke up at 5am, went to campus at 6am, waited for bikun(bis kuning) to get me to my vokasi building. My campus building is so faar faaar away from pocin or stasiun ui. It takes about 7minutes to get there. But luckily its not so far from faculty of engineering's campus. How lucky i am. The reason why i said i was lucky is because i am looking for an engineering boyfriend. Hahaha. Kayanya tuh aura anak teknik tuh beda banget :3 Jadi, setiap hari gw kuliah jam 8 except on tuesday. Its only freakin 4-6 sore. Ehhh gedek deh, and my sweety lecturer didnt come on that freakin hour. Howwwwww perfect!! Daan pulang kuliah kadang jam 4(kosong 3 jam)-_- ada juga jam 1 udah pulang. Tapi i am really enjoying it. Biasanya setiap rabu kita ngumpul dulu sampe maghrib sama temen2 seangkatan dan senior2. Dan i have so many interesting subjects such as Pengantar Pariwisata (dosennya udah tua, professional tour leader, always keep smiling even when he's speaking, udah pernah traveling ke 5 benua, english is a must with him!!! If tourism student who wants take travel as their major(there are Travel, MICE(Meeting Inhibition Ceremony and Exhibition) jadi kaya EO gitu ntar dan hotel) fluent in english is really important kalo ga ga berguna. Dia juga lagi belajar bahasa ibrani. Seru banget deh kalo lg di kelas dia. Tapi kata senior gw dia perfect bgt trus pelit ngasi nilai). Lalu ada mata kuliah Manifestasi Ragam Budaya Indonesia Barat (dosennya masi muda, baik bgt dan dia adalah PA gw, belajar tentang kebudayaan2 Indonesia Barat) trus mata kuliah pengantar antropologi(budaya2 juga) and so on. Aaaa today is really tiring day. I need to sleep. I will blog later about the euphoria how to get jakun daaaan masih bayak lagi. Byeeee!

Salut!

Hey Everyone! And especially Hey Dinda!! (Since she's the only person who followed me) hahaha. (I am desperately missing you! We do really gotta meet soon!!)Yeah, i dont share my blog easily to my friends. And besides that, my friends are not into blogging thingy. I know they dont have enough time to read my blog :) Well, we used to be a blogger when we were in high school. We would tell each other the next day that we were blogging yesterday. Hahaha kinda funny. So!!! Okay, its been so long since the last time i shared my story and experience to you guys. Plenty of stories and experiences are ready to be shared anyway, so keep watching my blog :)

:'(

This is really the most tough moment in my life. I desperately want the happy ending this time. Because it includes my brother's, family's and my future. Please yaAllah give me and my family a huge strength to face all of these problems wisely. Make my dad reminds what has he done to my mom, me and my brother is a total wrong, selfish and reckless. Make him regrets, and will never do the same things all over again. YaAllah i am really begging you.

Who? When? Where?

Still wondering who on earth is going to be my first boyfriend. Why is it that hard to find the right man? But i still believe. Good things come to those who wait. Maybe its not a good time and good situation to have a boyfriend right now. I haven't find a right one. I want someone who truly loves me. Will do everything for me. And just into my type and my parent's type. Just hoping i will find it easily in college or anywhere.

Everything's new

Haaai!!! How do you guys doing? Cannot believe its september already. It means uni life is about to start. OMG! Time flew so fast. And it exactly means i gotta wake up early in the morning. Hoho. And holiday turned me to be a kalong person who slept in the middle of night and woke up late. What a waste of time. Really. But i am a productive person. So, i would love to do that. I am really looking forward to going to my new campus. And learn in my new major as well. Hopefully its going so well and smoothly. New campus, new chapter of life, new major, new friends, and new environment. Please be good.

1432 H

Hey everybody! What you have been up to? Well i just had a quality time with my parents and brother lately. Going to the mosque to do maghrib, isha, and teraweh. Almost every single weekend. I do enjoy it. So, this year my family and i have decided to not going to our hometown in Padang. Besides, we want to save our money. Its been so long we're not celebrate it here. Kinda miss the euphoria and driving in a quite street thats so rare in Jakarta. Andddd finally i just wanna say, Minal aidin wal faidzin. Selamat Idul fitri 1432H. Semoga puasa kita di terima oleh Allah SWT. Dan mudah-mudahan kita bisa bertemu dengan bulan ramadhan tahun depan dengan orang-orang yang kita sayangi dan cintai dalam keadaan sehat wal afiat. Amin Yarabbal Alamin.

Mewek mode on

I just watched Eiffel i'm in love. I watched it online. I dont know why all of the sudden i wanted to watch that movie. Just crossed my mind. The last time i watched it when i was in elementary school grade 6 with my friends in Makassar. I watched it twice, the old one and the extended one. I cant describe how i feel right now but during the movie all i do is mewek. Its just toooooo sweeeet. I REALLY WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT!!! AAAAA it must be a wonderful feeling if i had someone who loves me that much and will do anything for me. Please come faster.

Where i at?

Hey hey hey!!! Here i am. Sitting in front of the mac typing and trying to write where on earth i am. I am at the most amazing library i've ever visited. Yeaah!!! It's University of Indonesia's library. Its pure cool! You should come here some time. Cant wait to hang up with my high school friends at starbucks. They have starbucks here!! Hahaha kinda norak.  But, i supposed to attending choir rehearsal rite now. But choir is really boring, so my friends and i are decided to came here. Hahaha we break the rules. Sorry pak dibyo :)

Changed

I obviously really hate how things change and will never be the same again. Like usual. And it happened to me like 2 months ago. When my uncle and his family decided to move to Padang and will never live in our house in my hometown(Payakumbuh) anymore. I spent my childhood in that house with them. It was the best memories i had. And now.... Everything's changed. Everything's different. From now on.

That card

Hohoho FINALLY!!!! I got that card!!! Unbelievable. I still dont believe that card will be in my wallet. And cannot wait to get the yellow jacket. But, to get that jacket is not that easy, i have to do so many tiring activities for almost every single day in Ramadhan month. From 7am to approximately 5pm. Could you imagine how tiring it will be? My friend who ever tried it last year said it will be so exhausting, and besides that, i'll get limitless assignment. Hoahhh but i know, the yellow jacket worth the effort :)

Some people just need a high-five. In the face. With chair.

Tiring day

Hmm hari ini hari kedua puasa, dan gw ga tau harus ngapain di rumah. So i was thinking to going to the gym to burn some calories and to kill the time. Yak, sekalian nunggu buka puasa. First thought that came into my mind, gw kuat ga yah? Kalo gw pingsan gimana. Apalagi gw nge gym jam 12 siang. Kenapa gw nge gym jam 12? Karena kalo sore, busway penuh buangedh dan jalanan sangat macet. Jadi gw memutuskan nge gym jam 12 sampe jam 2 terus ke kantor nyokap di daerah kebayoran buat nebeng. Andddddd, firstly gw treadmill 20 menit sambil nonton......... Nigella Kitchen. Kenapa gw nonton Nigella? Karena ga ada siaran tv yang bagus, kalo gw nonton yang ga gw suka ntar malah kerasa lama treadmill nya. Dan.... Gila! Udah puasa, lari-lari tengah hari sambil nonton si Nigella masak buat mata gw kunang-kunang. Setelah treadmill, banyak lg yang gw lakuin sampe ngabisin waktu 1,5 jam. Abis itu mandi. gw lamain mandi air dinginnya. Sumpah seger banget, tapi ga ada yang ngalahin segernya air dingin di celfit bogor. Abis itu dengan langkah tertatih-tatih gw ke kantor nyokap jam 2 lewat. Dan waktu buka puasa gw kalap, kayanya nge gym tadi jadi ga ngaruh deh -___-

~

Life.
I always try and want to please the important ones in my life. But then i realize that i just cant please everyone. There's always a contradiction that makes me sacrifice one or another. When this happens i let myself miserably numb.

The new beginning

That's right. I am a tourism student now, and no longer a fishery student. Honestly, gw dari dulu pengen banget kuliah di tourism. Pengen banget. Tapi gw ga pernah ngomong ke orang-orang karena takut meng under estimate jurusan pilihan gw. Dan akhirnya kemaren gw daftar SIMAK UI dan tourism adalah salah satu jurusan pilihan gw. Dan alhamdulillah banget. Gw keterima. Allah knows the best for me :) Gw bersyukur banget. Sebenernya gw ga enak banget sama orangtua gw, bokap gw insinyur mesin dan nyokap gw dokter gigi. Seharusnya gw setara kaya mereka atau malah lebih tinggi, tapi jujur gw ga ada minat sama sekali buat masuk jurusan IPA walaupun dulu gw pas SMA IPA. Tapi akhirnya setelah berunding, gw tetap memilih tourism UI dan melanjutkan ekstensi UI nanti. Ya, tourism UI adalah D3. It means, gw lebih banyak jalan-jalan dari anak S1 muahahaha. Dan mimpi-mimpi sudah melayang-layang di kepala gw. Gw pengen banget kerja di National Geographic, TLC, atau travel agent kaya Travelocity atau Aviatour. Hopefully one of those will come true. Dan bokap gw menawarkan kalo kerja ntar gw di Mitra aja. Itu tuh perusahaan travel nya Pertamina, jadi setiap tahun itu pegawai-pegawai Pertamina dapat hadiah keluar negri, atau siapapun pegawai Pertamina mau ke luar negri pasti Mitra sebagai travel agent nya. Jadi selagi gw kerja gw juga kuliah ekstensi, untung-untung di UI juga atau lebih baiknya lagi ngelanjutin ekstensi di luar negri, amiiin. Dan mudah-mudahan dengan diterimanya gw di UI ini adalah awal dari kesuksesan gw. Amin yarabbal alamin :)

Hello!

Hi there! This is my newest blog. Yeah i have countless blogs that i've never taken care of. Hopefully this is my permanent blog, just wishing i won't forget the email and of course the password. This blog will probably tell about my life and since i got accepted by University of Indonesia majoring in Tourism, i will share all the things that happen to me or my thoughts about my lovely major. So, i will gladly share my stories, thoughts or anything. Just hoping this blog is going to be useful someday. Just stay there :)
Cheers, Tania