Good things come to those who wait :)

Hello again*british accent*
Just wanna share whats on my mind and going on recently. My classmate is in the same class with her first crush. It was unexpected moment in her life. Meeting, talking, or whatsoever with him after 5 years apart. Btw, dia satu smp. And still had the same feeling in high school. Dan skrg ketemu lagi. Satu jurusan, satu kelas. What a coincidence. And it makes me daydreaming everyday if angga is in my real life. Like, real. Playing together, joking together, studying together. Ahhh life would be so perfect. But it wasnt for them. Not for me too please *finger crossed* So, the boy didnt feel the same as the girl really so damn in love with him. Like her love is limitless, countless. And it was so fucking hurts. Seeing the person you love everyday, how you try so hard to make him in love with you, but he is not. How you  handle the feeling. Emotions, happiness whenever he treated you. I really hope the happy ending for them and for me. One day. I will meet you, Angga. We will build our life together. Hopefully. I've been waiting for you for years, but i know you worth the wait.

prayfortania

Holla!!!! Howyapeople?!! stilldoingreat? Well, im having some pretty good news for ya. First, i joined Mahda Bahana a.k.a Marching band on my campus. Its one of those student activites. But the rehearsal was pretty tough though. I have MB's rehearsal every monday and wednesday at 4-9pm. Could you imagine how tiring it is? Yeah, its that tiring till i cant fell my legs. Btw, i am a colour guard on MB.

Pertamanya gw pengen main terompet. Tapi malah keterimanya di guard. Ah ya sudahlah, mudah-mudanan lengan gw kecilan. Think the positive side. Wish me luck di MB ya! Oh ya, the rumor i heard, MB is going to Thailand next year. Hopefully it will come true.

The Second is, alhamdulillah gw di terima sampe tahap 2 di AIESEC. And tomorrow is the interview day which is the 3rd step. Pray for me yaaa. The previous step was a bit hard. Because we (group discussion) had to argue about the latest issue of the world and had to decide what is the best way to solved that. But it was all fun. I do really had a great time. And a good thing is i met new friends from Sampoerna Business School and Tarumanegara University. Ahhhh my heart is extremely beating faster now. Hopefully i get plenty of luck tomorrow :)

Wallstreet thingy

Gila ya gw punya guru di wallstreet namanya Jason. Dia itu fucking banget. Ive been hating him since i had my first encounter class with him and up till my last breath. I dont get it whats on his mind. Everytime he asked people what their like or whatsoever, dia selalu ngejek. People have their rights for everything they like, you have to take care of people's feeling, jason. Kadang dia baik kadang mukanya kaya model kaleng kornet. Dan anehnya gw selalu sama dia kalo ada kelas. Kampret bgt emang. And my level of hatred is up to the highest level. He repeated my encounter class. Gila ya, gw udah nunggu dr jam 2 buat ikut encounter class jam 6. Cuman buat di repeat sama si fucking jason. Padahal pas encounter gw yakin bgt bakal continue. Yaaaa paling cuman bingung di relative clause. Dan kata dia emang di unit 30 byk yg repeat. Lah emang harus bgt ya repeat di unit 30? Kalo orgnya bisa gmn? Selama encounter dia selalu bilang good job! you are awesome! nice try! gw kira bakal continue, eh pas udah mau selesai dia ngomong:
Jason: "Tanya, you did a great job here. But there was a little mistake in relative clause. Its okay then, people in unit 30 always got trouble in there. You have a good speaking. You are so awesome. But if you want to be more awesome, you can try again encounter class unit 30"
Gw: "What do you mean jason? You said that im good right? Are you trying to be funny honey?" (Idung udah kembang kempis)
Fucking jason: Yeahhhh. YOU ARE AWESOME!!! But you could be more awesome if you try again. I suggest you to come to speaking center and meet (siapalah itu namanya) a man with a ponytail. Then you come back to me 3 or 4 days on encounter class. I dare 100% you could be better that this.
Gw: alright then, if thats what you want. (Dalem hati: Njiiinggggggg lo gatau berapa lama gw nunggu nih encounter class? 3 MINGGU TAU GA?! Belom lg nunggu kelas encounter lagi buat repeat. Fuck you very much)
Ngambil tas, pas gw mau buka pintu, jason ngomong. "Tanya!! You are AWESOME!" Gw cuman bisa jawab ha ha ha thanks. (dalem hati: YEAHHH I AM AWESOME BITCH, YOU ARE SUCH A PURE DICK)
Pas keluar kelas ehh si Tim lg teriak2 'Complementary Class for Upper Waystage'. Trus gw masuk, eh pas gw masuk ternyata kelasnya udah full.
Tim: What a shame, you are late. This class is already full. (Complementary class cuman bisa 8 org)
Gw (masih kesel sama jason): Key, dadah(ngapain coba gw ngomong dadah dimukanya Tim)
pas gw jalan keluar tim manggil lagi.
Tim: Did you book the complementary class?
Gw: No, i dont.
Tim: Mmmmm okay. This class belongs to young pretty lady. Trus dia ngomong gitu sama om2 yg lagi duduk Hey! Can you please give your chair to her. You can get another one there.
*Gw senyum2 malu*
Trus masing2 memperkenalkan diri. Pas dia memperkenalkan diri, gw kira dia tuh native teacher biasa. Eh ternyata he has 3 degrees. Udah S3 pas umur dia 25 booook. Dia tinggal di mampang. Dia nge design baju gedung taman. Pokoknya apa aja dia design. Trus pernah kerja di london dan gajinya 25 juta rupiah per minggu. Tapi sayangnya umurnya almost 50 and havent married yet. Trus setiap hari dia bolak balik jakarta bandung pake pesawat. Katanya cuman 25 menit, Coba masih muda, gw gebet deh.

Pas mau pulang dia ngomong we should keep in touch Tanya.
AHHH SEANDAINYA PAS ENCOUNTER CLASS GW SM DIA

Campus life

Hey as i promised on my previous blog, but i am kind of sleepy rite now. So many things i've done today. Woke up at 5am, went to campus at 6am, waited for bikun(bis kuning) to get me to my vokasi building. My campus building is so faar faaar away from pocin or stasiun ui. It takes about 7minutes to get there. But luckily its not so far from faculty of engineering's campus. How lucky i am. The reason why i said i was lucky is because i am looking for an engineering boyfriend. Hahaha. Kayanya tuh aura anak teknik tuh beda banget :3 Jadi, setiap hari gw kuliah jam 8 except on tuesday. Its only freakin 4-6 sore. Ehhh gedek deh, and my sweety lecturer didnt come on that freakin hour. Howwwwww perfect!! Daan pulang kuliah kadang jam 4(kosong 3 jam)-_- ada juga jam 1 udah pulang. Tapi i am really enjoying it. Biasanya setiap rabu kita ngumpul dulu sampe maghrib sama temen2 seangkatan dan senior2. Dan i have so many interesting subjects such as Pengantar Pariwisata (dosennya udah tua, professional tour leader, always keep smiling even when he's speaking, udah pernah traveling ke 5 benua, english is a must with him!!! If tourism student who wants take travel as their major(there are Travel, MICE(Meeting Inhibition Ceremony and Exhibition) jadi kaya EO gitu ntar dan hotel) fluent in english is really important kalo ga ga berguna. Dia juga lagi belajar bahasa ibrani. Seru banget deh kalo lg di kelas dia. Tapi kata senior gw dia perfect bgt trus pelit ngasi nilai). Lalu ada mata kuliah Manifestasi Ragam Budaya Indonesia Barat (dosennya masi muda, baik bgt dan dia adalah PA gw, belajar tentang kebudayaan2 Indonesia Barat) trus mata kuliah pengantar antropologi(budaya2 juga) and so on. Aaaa today is really tiring day. I need to sleep. I will blog later about the euphoria how to get jakun daaaan masih bayak lagi. Byeeee!

Salut!

Hey Everyone! And especially Hey Dinda!! (Since she's the only person who followed me) hahaha. (I am desperately missing you! We do really gotta meet soon!!)Yeah, i dont share my blog easily to my friends. And besides that, my friends are not into blogging thingy. I know they dont have enough time to read my blog :) Well, we used to be a blogger when we were in high school. We would tell each other the next day that we were blogging yesterday. Hahaha kinda funny. So!!! Okay, its been so long since the last time i shared my story and experience to you guys. Plenty of stories and experiences are ready to be shared anyway, so keep watching my blog :)

:'(

This is really the most tough moment in my life. I desperately want the happy ending this time. Because it includes my brother's, family's and my future. Please yaAllah give me and my family a huge strength to face all of these problems wisely. Make my dad reminds what has he done to my mom, me and my brother is a total wrong, selfish and reckless. Make him regrets, and will never do the same things all over again. YaAllah i am really begging you.

Who? When? Where?

Still wondering who on earth is going to be my first boyfriend. Why is it that hard to find the right man? But i still believe. Good things come to those who wait. Maybe its not a good time and good situation to have a boyfriend right now. I haven't find a right one. I want someone who truly loves me. Will do everything for me. And just into my type and my parent's type. Just hoping i will find it easily in college or anywhere.

Everything's new

Haaai!!! How do you guys doing? Cannot believe its september already. It means uni life is about to start. OMG! Time flew so fast. And it exactly means i gotta wake up early in the morning. Hoho. And holiday turned me to be a kalong person who slept in the middle of night and woke up late. What a waste of time. Really. But i am a productive person. So, i would love to do that. I am really looking forward to going to my new campus. And learn in my new major as well. Hopefully its going so well and smoothly. New campus, new chapter of life, new major, new friends, and new environment. Please be good.